25, single & penganggur >.<

 

So? Itu yg first ak terpikir bila people keep talking about my age, my marital status & my work status…hello, mind your own business…Kalau pon tak keje, ada ke tiap2 bulan ak mintak duit korang utk support my study? tak kan…ada ke ak kacau anak2 teruna korang ajak kawen? tak jugak kan…So, jaga la kain sendiri, tak payah nak sibuk hal ak….no offense….tapi, you people, penat la bila nak jawab soklan yg sama over and over again…ok la, ak tau korang “concern”…. it is good, and ak rasa it even better kalo korang takyah tanya…sebab selama nie pon, ak tak penah pon tanya korang cmna korang punya life….boleh kot nak pinjam kata2 nabil, lu orang ada mata, lu orang tengok, lu orang ada otak, lu orang pikir la sendirik….

Bukan ak sombong, tapi kalau korang “pakai kasut ak”, korang akan rasa pe yg ak rasa…bila korang tak kawen lagi pada umur 25, orang akan tanya, bila nak kawen…bila korang umur 25, korang masih sambung belajar, orang akan tanya, bila habis belajar….penat la deerrr nak jawab soklan2 tu….rasa cam nak tempek je kat dahi

 

Tarikh kawen : akan ditentukan bila telah bertemu jodoh yang sesuai

Tarikh grad : akan diberitahu bila selesai data collection, data analysis & final viva

 

 

Kalau dah tempek 2 soklan nie kat dahi, agak2 ada org nak tanya lagik tak? De jugak, yang sibuk nak tau hal ak, sampai ak keje part time pon nak tau gaji ak berapa….pehal korang….suke ati la gaji ak berapa pon….ak tak utang ngn korang pon….biarlah gaji ak RM1 pon, ak tak mintak pon duit korang…..hangin betol bila orang sibuk2 je nak tau sampai gaji part time ak bpa….tau la ak takde keje tetap, so what? korang nak tolong sponsor ak bayar yuran pengajian ke? nanti ak bg no akaun…..

Tapi, baru2 nie bila de orang yg close dengan ak cakap “ Awak nie dah 25, kawen pon tak lagik, keje pon tak lagik. DULU, masa umur awak, saya dah kawen, anak 1, keje tetap kat kerajaan”. menyentap ak masa makan, terus hilang selera makan.

Kenapa nak compare zaman ak dgn zaman dia, zaman dia zaman bila? zaman ak zaman bila? we came from two different era….tak mungkin sama, agak2 la nak compare pon….

nak cari suami, bukan macam pilih barang kat tesco, main rembat je…boleh ke korang cari suami tangkap muat? bukan sehari dua korang nak hidup ngn dia, smpai ke mati kot korang nak hidup dgn orang yg sama, nak dia jadi ayah kepada anak2 korang, pembimbing korang utk ke akhirat nanti…

Nak cari keje, bukan macam hari nie bagi resume, esok dah dapat confirmation letter….Bukan ak tak mintak keje, tapi belum ada rezeki….cakap senang la, yg menanggungnyer ak…

Dah ini jalan yang ALLAH tetapkan utk ak…Sapa ak nak argue apa yg ALLAH rancang. Setiap yg berlaku, ada hikmah, ada reason….benda takkan jadi for no reason, it must come with a reason….

Ok, sekian, luahan tak puas hati. :p

neves

 

Wah…lagi 4 jam nak pre-viva…macam2 feeling ada…..neves ada, nak cepat abis, sakit perut tak tentu pasal…adoiyaii…walaupun dah praktis, biasa la, neves tetap akan muncul….setelah menunggu sekian lama, akhirnya tiba jugak time ak present my own research….cuak, tapi mak cakap jangan takut…semalam mak cakap, kalo takut, ingat mak, pikir yang segala ak buat utk mak….waaaaa…..menyentap kalbu sekejap….tapi, masa tu je la, hari nie neves balik…tapi, insyaALLAH,  ak cuba buat sebaik mungkin….tak ada apa yg mustahil, hanya pemikiran kita yang memustahikan sesuatu….

I used to be and I am still their loyal fans

 

Back in 99s, I used to be their biggest fans…..Who they are? Mereka adalah “hidup barat” (hahaha, macam menyokong pulak kehidupan barat)…nope, I meant Westlife….Their first hits was “Swear it again”….OMG!!!! I am totally crazy about them masa tu….Tapi masa tu, lagu dorang yang ak paling suka “If I let you go”….MV dorang kat pantai pasir hitam…hahahaha….I still remember their MV….Masa dorang tengah popular, setiap kali ada musim perayaan, WAJIB tv tayangkan concert dorang….masa tu, ak tak pakai pon astro sume, cuma tv channel yg dari dulu lagik dah ada…hahaha…tapi mostly, yang akan tayang concert dorang adalah NTV7…Thanks!!!! And ofkos tak pernah miss their concert….Mak ak akan mark the calendar and remind ak pasal concert dorang…hahaha….Tapi, itu masa zaman 1999, ak pon dah agak2 lupa concert dorang tu….tapi, de 1 yg ak still ingat….tak sure concert kat mana, tapi ada dorang punya stage tu ada macam threadmill…hahaha….5 thread mill okes….sambil nyanyi tu, sambil la jalan setempat kat thread mill tu…masa tu agak terkagum dengan kecanggihan stage tu…miahahahaha…..

 

Sekarang pon dorang still active and almost every year mesti kuar dgn new album, tapi few years back, ak tak update sangat dengan dorg pnya activity and album…sebab tengah mengila dengan ikimonogakari….Hari nie baru la gigih nak download sume album dorang & dengar balik sume lagu2 dorang yg ak miss utk dengar dulu2….Baru ak tau, dorang still remain the same concept….Even though they are Irish, but I can still understand their singing….Sapa la ek yg buat lagu2 dorang….For me, lagu baru dorang pon masih lagi beguna utk belajar english as their are using simple English….and their songs are memorable, okes, that’s for sure  la kan….

Tak payah la ak nak re-introduce dorang kat blog nie…their are known kan, bukan unknown pon…Hihihi….Among 5 of them, ak paling suka MARK dari awal2 dorang kuar lagik….weeeee……ak suka sebab suara dia best walaupun hakikat nyer dia adalah homo…… (Ada kaitan ke homo & suara best?? Wadda!!! )

Okes, here are list of my fave song from them!

• If I let you go
• What makes a man
• My love
• Fool again
• I lay my love on you
• When you tell me that you love me ( feat Diana Ross)
• Season in the sun
• Queen of my heart
• Unbreakable
• Close
• Soledad
• Obvious
• Too many too mentions….hahahaha…..Tapi, listed nie are my all  time fave

Dorang pon rajin buat cover utk oldies and they did a very good job actually…..They still maintain the song originality tapi still the songs sound them….Hihihi….One of my fave adalah You raise me up & Against all odd ( sorry if Im wrong)…..

Okes, enough….Hahaha….Naya btol, blogging plak, dah la ak messed up my chapter 1, ada hati lagik mau blogging……shigoto shigoto!!!!

Trilogi cinta~♥♥♥

Sedang addicted drama trilogi cinta…rasa2nyer dah berzaman tak tengok drama melayu, bukan demand, tapi banyak drama melayu yg sgt tipikal…satu lagi, berlambak2 citer hantu…pe kes….memanjang citer seram….boring la derrr….sya mahu citer melayu yg biasa2 je….last drama melayu yg sya ikut adalah Nur kasih…pastu, try jugak la nak tgk yg lain2 tapi sempat tengok episod 1 je…pastu, dah leh tau pe klimaks, pe penghujung…hihihih…bajet macam pengarah drama tu kan…

trilogi cinta nie adaptasi dari 3 novel sharifah abu salem, malangnyer, saya tak baca plak 3-3 novel tu….tapi, based on apa yg org cakap, drama bersiri trilogi cinta nie garapan drama nie 80% ikut novel, so sesapa yg dah khatam 3 novel tu, mesti dah tau ending…hihih….seb baik saya tak baca novel tu lagik, so kira mcm teruja nak tau pe yg jadi on the next episode…

Pe yg buat drama nie best?

1. adaptasi dari novel…opkos, drama/movie dari novel kalo kena gaya dorang buat, memang akan meletup…

2. pelakon2 yg sangat best…bila dorg bercakap, dorang zahirkan skrip dengan perasaan, bukan membaca skrip…setiap kali tengok en razif sembang ngn ayah dia, rasa mcm dorg tu betol2 anak beranak….mak norjinah pon superb…pandai berlakon…dia zahirkan skrip dengan penuh perasaan…baru la ada feel nak tengok…hihihi…baru la rasa amarah, rasa simpati, meluat, sakit hati & mcm2 perasaaan lagik…

3.Bila pelakon tu berjaya buat penonton benci dia, that’s mean dia berjaya bawak watak tu kan….contoh terbaik dalam citer trilogi cinta nie, pak badar & norseha….hangin je ak sepanjang tengok citer nie dgn 2 makhluk nie…tak abis2 nak menyakitkan hati ak…lempang kang baru tau!!! hihihihi…tengok, mereka berjaya membawa watak itu dengan sangat baik

Tapi, bila part norjinah dengan en.razif bermesra tu, saya agak geli2 plak…hihihi…yer la, kita dah set dlm minda yg ini drama, dan apa yg dorang buat tu realiti…walapun dalam lakonan, tetap saya rasa geli2 sket….hihihihih…

 

Syabas rosyam noor sebab berjaya garap novel sharifah abu salem ke drama yg penuh emosi!!!! You did a good job!! Yaiii

 

P/s – saya tak sempat nak ikut drama nie, so, for the past few days, saya marathon drama ini tanpa henti…hihihi…berjaya jugak catch up & sekarang menunggu penuh sabar nak tengok latest epi kat tv!!!!

Delete flv files from your desktop

Ever since I changed to Windows 7, I have difficulties to delete files with flv extension…whenever I try to delete the files, the system keep calculating total size of files to be deleted, but none of the files was deleted…Then, the windows explorer start to cause me so much problem and I also have problem to open other folders…wth!!! I’ve tried to delete flv files using safe mode method, but it does not work at all…my laptop suddenly went hibernate due to overheated….Luckily, I found a simple solution to this problem…Thanks to chknabeel for providing a simple solution to this stupid problem…I hv no idea why this problem is a problem….huhuhu….what is so special with flv files? Huh….

Ok, Here are the steps to delete flv files using killbox….

Step 1

Download killbox from Killbox

Step 2

It will look like this. Expand processes

Step 3

You will see list of “something which I dont know” :p

Step 4

Click the folder icon to find files you wanted to delete

Choose the file

Step 5

a. Find explorer.exe

b. Click End task to start the process

Step 6

Choose Yes

This pop-out will appear, just click OK

Step 7

Next is to click on the “X” icon to begin the deleting process

Just click Yes to end the process  

Tadaaa!!!Your files was successfully deleted by killbox!!! Yay!!!!  

Thanks killbox…See, no more annoying flv files!

Too much? Hihihi…hopefully you guys can follow this so-called “tutorial”…