Again, minggu nie not a good week for me…as always, macam2 yg berlaku sampai tak tau mana 1 nak setel dulu. on top of that, ada 2 meeting within this week, dah serabut, double serabut….luckily, masa meeting petang tadi, my co-sv bg kata putus…
“if you cant configure the system, just put things together and we can consider it as a system. your masters is not all about the system, it is just part of it, your masters is all about your research, your contribution…i want you to finish your masters, Shakirah….”
Yer puan, saya pon dah tak larat nak pikir pasal masters, ada time saya rasa sangat stressful smpai nak give up, but giving up tak menjanjikan saya apa2 langsung, i just humiliate myself…so, that will never happen la, for sure….*sigh* …..who says masters is easy hah? tak kira la mixed mode ke, research ke, sama je susahnyer…masters lebih kurang bachelor degree…hhaha, you people are SO wrong!!!!! dont judge a book by its cover yer….kalo la senang, dah lama ak grad dengan pointer yg sama masa ak sem 3-6..heheh….tapi hakikatnyer, ia amatlah stressful yet enjoyable..hiks….tang mana yg enjoyable? time kita dapat apa yg kita nak buat and bila kita suka research kita tu, automatically kita akan enjoy di dalam kesusahan…hehehe….
7 months left sebelum ak wrap up masters ak, wrap up yg betol2 wrap up…complete thesis, chap 1,2,3,4,5 and references…ops, sekali dengan prototype system…phewww, 7 months utk siapkan sume tu…walaupun ada yg dah siap, tapi tak sume yg siap….argh, tak tau2….sya pening….sya mahu abis cepat, saya mahu keje, saya mahu pg vacation, saya mahu beli apa yg saya mahu, saya mahu segala2nyer…. T^T
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